19:27 pm. Sad.

Right after I wrote my previous post about love, I feel gloomy.

The reason behind? I lost another friend today. Well, he is not dead or anything, he is just resigned from his position in my office.

This is another test for me.

So let me tell you about my friend. His name is Josie. He is still young, probably 2 years younger than me. A hardworker, determined and good-hearted. Although he is just joined our firm approximately 2 months, but I consider him as one of my special friends.

Because his birthday is only a day earlier than mine.

Silly, you think? Well, it is. But for me, having someone who shares similarities with you and knows how you feel is important.

But today is that person's last day.

Means that tomorrow I am not going to see him again in the office. And we can not have the same discussion again. Starting tomorrow, everything is going to be different.

It hammered me down pretty bad, having lost approximately 15 close friends already in this office. I tried to assure myself that people come and go, but apparently I can not change my heart. I does not get easier with time. I still feel uneasy letting someone who matters to me come and go in this office.

But after all, it's his life and he deserves better than what he got here. So, just like a mother who must let go of her son to explore the world, I am gonna think that I let Josie (as my junior) go out and explore the world.

I wish him nothing but the best, and hope that our paths will cross again some time.